I’m Fragile, Delicate

I’m quite fragile at the moment, said the world. I’m feeling a lot. Trying to trust my heart and my instincts. Listening to my gut.

I’m eating well, seeing nature, sensing smells and seeing. I’m feeling and listening.

Then the world got a virus, so the world got sick. Humans ate a bat while the climate changed.

People became weak, and the world slowed so they could heal. Men couldn’t use a sick world so they had to slow.

Animals roamed, seas foamed, rivers became unpolluted.

Minds that raced slowed, city’s stopped, man became unresoluted. Undisputed?

And The world healed, nature inhaled and then breathed in fresh, clean air. Rejuvenated.

We all became more fragile.

Connections deepened, leaves weren’t swept.

I stayed indoors and watched and tried to listen… And all I heard was a heart beat.

This low, fallen, silent heart beat that had synced with everything. I felt the pain, listened and watched while talent blossomed.

Individually we saw the fragility of ourselves and each other and the environment…

I listened to the heart beat and watched people become platelets. They helped heal the wound.

Some prayed, and received, some played music, some painted and some became silent. All shared.

Some God’s answered. Dear God, who ever she is or what she is to every one, answered with what we and they needed.

The low, fallen, silent heartbeat began to pulse in rhythm with everything. We became one with the earth. We all heal.

Sciences came, Western and Eastern, arrived together for the collective good. Science helped when gods were making people fight. We don’t understand so we quarrelled and were honest.

I’m fragile, we’re fragile, there’s nothing wrong With Heaney’s blooming fragility provided we heal. There’s nothing wrong with fragile.

We just can’t go back to where we moved from. We won’t survive. I’m fragile said the world. I break if you’re too rough.

And it became all right.

And you fixed my Tie

We woke up fresh from the nights sleep. I looked at you and wondered how I got so lucky.

I didn’t want to leave the apartment that morning. I can’t remember what we spoke about, only a few short words. You were pleasant and kind as you always were.

When I was ready, you fixed my tie before I left. God knows where I was going in a suit. The Four Courts, I think, for a weeks internship with Brady.

But you fixed my tie and smiled at me deep in the eyes. It struck me how wonderful you were and how I was so lucky to have woken up with you there.

We were just friends, nothing romantic had ever happened save one kiss in a Happenstance – but that morning, nearly ten years ago, you fixed my tie and smiled me off to the world – you fixed it – and I felt lucky to know you.

Be Nice, Be Kind, Stay Safe

Good morning, good morning sick world. Good morning worried people, good morning to a curled lady on her floor filled with worry and safety and economy.

In these worrying times, please get off the floor Angela. Be kind, stay safe and be nice to each other and yourself…and realise we are all here for you.

You have to be there for everyone else too… This means don’t see each other. But contact them heavily. Look after yourself first. The best way to do that is stay inside and don’t meet your beloved. It’s gonna be a hell of year or two.

Please be careful, take the time out for yourself and for everyone else. Learn to be alone for everyone…

And know that we love you! And we’re here for you. Hit us up if you wanna vent.

If we’re alone, then we are all alone together. And that’s a wonderful thought. Self care is essential for my Granny.

Sending positive vibes,

TPJ x

What up 2020

I’m feeling a lot of love for the water lately. A wee bit of Vitamin Sea is well and truly on the cards for 2020

How Wonderful

This is one of the most incredibly talented people I have ever met. She’s wonderful…

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