Tree Soul’s Corner

Love is in the Heel

by Tree Soul

The most perfect thing

to look at, walk in and to begin –

a new day, a new life.

The Sex is in the heel,

the heel is made of steel.

But for me its not about the heel or the steel its simply about

how they make me feel.

Satisfaction ..

this new reaction.

Showing up and showing off

to do and feel this is don’t need no Smirnoff.

Let me drag you into a unseen world.

Where i am the Queen cause the King..

I have been.

28th November 2015

New World

by Tree Soul

Look what we have become,

Is that what we want to become?

Is that really it?

Writing letters to impress is less important than a ASOS dress, you don’t fit in.

There is a World around You, Full of Jokes and Real Humans.

It’s Been One of Those Days

It’s been one of those days when even phoning a stranger for a quick conversation cheered me up.

Dropped my bag and the only person offering to help me is a fully packed Mum who already has too much to do

It’s been one of those days where I’d go back to say “thank you” to a coffee server a second time…just to make sure she saw me as a thankful, nice person and heard that I meant every word. She might have needed a thank you too.

It’s been one of those days when even lifting my head took too much effort and hurt my heart. Where the world spun far too fast for my thoughts to keep up, and I felt dizzy. Dizzy partly for trying to help everyone elses troubles and partly because it seems You always demand more of my best. Can’t you just be happy with me and my efforts. Can’t you just say thank you like the pretty coffee lady.

All I’m thinking of is your forever happiness and how best to serve your smile.

When you already know that you are harder to track than the clouds that pass my bed. Catching clouds is so impossible and a cold forms over my hands the more I try.

It’s been one of those days when the crowded places on earth left me hanging scared of someone seeing through my smile. My smile is more often than not fully real…which is important. One of those days when I could hear my thoughts banging and bashing like footsteps that don’t exist outside my door and while I was asleep, I dreamt of you fighting the monsters under your bed. Why the fuck are you in my sleep too. Go away and get out of my dreams if you don’t want to be in my real world.

So my resting place of sleep and slumber, of protection in covers has been stained by lumber, to corrections in my lovers

“Bed” has turned into a place of regrets…and that hurts my heart more than my head.

Leaving things behind, easy access to sadness and much more of these dark corners to find. Maybe its just the change outside, the early hours and the feeling of losing.

The coldness creeping in before you even begin.

Fuck it, It’s just been one of those days…

Tomorrow will come and I’ll call you again.

Hi pet, it’s me…are you there? That’s what I’ll say…

Or will maybe something else…hmmm

October 30th 2015

If This Is Life

by Tree Soul

dedicated to Nicole for being a lovely person

If this is life…or maybe

if this could be a dreaming life…

The world you wish for is the one you’d like to see and it can be if one thinks it’s so

Life seems to me to be a counterbalance,
Maybe in a good way, I think one can say
If it’s balanced one always wants more,
When it’s slightly off you try to again to score

But why on earth do we always ask for more

Slight Weakness can make you mad, that’s just first born pressure or last born guidance,
madness can turn to badness or sadness
and at the end I harness myself in and often find myself shirtless
on the highest mountain range or bottomless the deepest river,

Cutching or clutching myself or another or turning others to cwtch together or just catching up because I left them for complete control of my own circumstance.

Its always careless when you do the jobs too quickly alone

because I manage to lose everything
to hold on to on the way up to gain the worlds adoration

The way up is the hardest part I think
but worth the walk in the end,
worth all the pain and commitment you’d  think…

But is it? Is this the Life?

Losing oneself and who you are is like losing ones focus.

That nasty fingerprint on your lens.
The more you clean it, the more you see it. But that dirt was put there by the walk
Some things just are dirty, grafting is beautiful and hard, some things are common sense

But what does count..What does it matter At the end of the day…

Because at the end of this dream, At the end of this day, people will only remember how nice and considerate I was to them and to others.

And to be lonely is boring.

October 22nd 2015

Windbreaker

There’s a glass between me and the open sea.

I find myself standing, holding on- the wind is to strong.

My thoughts banging from left to right but actually I’m just standing here drinking enjoying the night

If I could open up the glass to let go of my thoughts in a wood
I Would … If I Could.

Breathtaking moments are waiting ahead but before I even dream about it, I bury them and hold back…

The windbreaker between me and reality,
The wall between pretend and who i wanna be.

Every second
I can see what is waiting ahead,
Every other second
I just follow a routine, ignoring it and I do believe that it’s not that bad

Anyway, I know that Someday
I will take away the windbreaker,
And be ready to take off…not fall off

Until then I just enjoy the wind ruining my hair..

Well to be honest “I just don’t care”

October 15th 2015

Finding… You

By Tree Soul

Right from the start I knew that I was different.

This is me,

This is life

and it will be alright..

Because i decided to win this fight

IT´S MY LIFE

I touched the edge

and I do not wish go back,

Even the dark side is more than just black…

 

 

Sunday Blues

By Tree Soul September 3rd 2015

It´s another Lonely Sunday.

You don’t know where to start,
You wish your second half isn’t that far away…

You start counting days,
you want it all, to just a walk, 10 minutes or a talk.

Do i need a reason to have you here, i want these monsters at night to dissapear.

Even for a fight that would be alright – because i want you here, here by my side.

I want you closer,
I want this closer,
This could be so much bigger
I have dreamed of touching the sky
I have hoped to reach for more
and i know that i’m not the only one.

I’m out on the streets,
down on my knees,
I am ready to show you the fragment which I see.

I booked two tickets
to save this dream
all you need to do is.. believe

Because I’m full of hope,
I give it my all.
If i can’t bring home the moon for you, i will bring you the stars.

Day after day.

 

 

FAVOURITE QUOTES

The quieter you become, the more you can hear – Ram Dass

Sometimes me think ‘What is friend?’ and then me say ‘Friend is Someone to share last Cookie with’ – Cookie Monster

I regard the theatre as the greatest of all art forms, the most immediate way in which a human being can share with another the sense of what it is to be a human being.               Oscar Wilde

A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world – Oscar Wilde

Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine –   Anthony J. D’Angelo

If you always put limits on what you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them – Bruce Lee

I hated every minute of training, but I said “suffer now and live the rest of my life as a champion” – Mohammed Ali

If you are not going through hell, keep going – Winston Churchill

As a well spent day brings a happy sleep, so a life well spent brings a happy death – Leonardo da Vinci

Age wrinkles the body, quitting wrinkles the soul – Douglas MacArthur

Reputation is what men and women think of us; Character is what God and Angels know of us – Thomas Paine

We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, the goal is to create something that will – Chris Palahnuik

You can’t test courage cautiously – Anne Dillard

Never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means going away. And going away means forgetting – Peter Pan

Children are happy because they don’t have a file in their minds called “All the things that could go wrong” – Marianne Williamson

Ideas come from curiosity – Walt Disney

Man is least himself when he talks to his person. Give him a mask and he will tell you the truth – Oscar Wilde

Life is like riding a bicycle, in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving – Albert Einstein

If you have a strong commitment to your dreams, if you wake up every day with a passion to do your job, everything is possible – Chantal Petitclerc

Change your thoughts and you change your world – Norman Vincent Peale

Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other – Abraham Lincoln

Determination is the wake-up call of the human will – Anthony Robbins

To get up when you are down, to fight more intensely when you are struggling; to put in the extra effort when you are in sheer pain, to come back when nobody expects you to, and to stand tall when everyone is pulling you down are what make a champion – Apoorve Dubey

To be a champ you have to believe in yourself when nobody else will – Sugar Ray Robinson

Don’t lose hope, when the sun goes down, the stars come out – Unknown

There are two ways to live: You can live as if Nothing is a miracle; You can live as if Everything is a miracle – Albert Einstein

Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters the most… E. Madera

There was never a night or a problem that could defeat a sunrise or hope… B. Williams

Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving. What you have caught on film is captured forever. It remembers little things long after you have forgotten everything – Aaron Siskind

In the End it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years – Abraham Lincoln

The Sea, once it casts its spell, holds one in its net forever – Jacques Cousteau