Love is in the Heel
by Tree Soul
The most perfect thing
to look at, walk in and to begin –
a new day, a new life.
The Sex is in the heel,
the heel is made of steel.
But for me its not about the heel or the steel its simply about
how they make me feel.
this new reaction.
Showing up and showing off
to do and feel this is don’t need no Smirnoff.
Let me drag you into a unseen world.
Where i am the Queen cause the King..
I have been.
28th November 2015
by Tree Soul
Look what we have become,
Is that what we want to become?Is that really it?
Writing letters to impress is less important than a ASOS dress, you don’t fit in.
There is a World around You, Full of Jokes and Real Humans.
By Tree Soul
Having a little hope,
Hope in yourself or by yourself or simply in your surroundings.
Lately it hasn’t been easy…
In 2015 – we lost a lot but we keep growing day by day and the harder it will get, the more we bond and appreciate.
We will not let anyone else take over our ability to control ourselves.
Living in a world where many things are going completely wrong and it seems like all we can do is pray…
“standing here, watching it”.
Yes, that is what we have become but if we CAN’T stand it, we are the only ones who can make a change.
Standing strong is what we will be doing. Standing strong for each other…
One by one we will build up and at the end we will be the last ones standing, singing and praying together side by side, the hummingbirds lead the melody and our voices will be heard.
We are who we are and where we are because we are strong, because someone believes in us.
16th of November 2015
It’s Been One of Those Days
It’s been one of those days when even phoning a stranger for a quick conversation cheered me up.
Dropped my bag and the only person offering to help me is a fully packed Mum who already has too much to do
It’s been one of those days where I’d go back to say “thank you” to a coffee server a second time…just to make sure she saw me as a thankful, nice person and heard that I meant every word. She might have needed a thank you too.
It’s been one of those days when even lifting my head took too much effort and hurt my heart. Where the world spun far too fast for my thoughts to keep up, and I felt dizzy. Dizzy partly for trying to help everyone elses troubles and partly because it seems You always demand more of my best. Can’t you just be happy with me and my efforts. Can’t you just say thank you like the pretty coffee lady.
All I’m thinking of is your forever happiness and how best to serve your smile.
When you already know that you are harder to track than the clouds that pass my bed. Catching clouds is so impossible and a cold forms over my hands the more I try.
It’s been one of those days when the crowded places on earth left me hanging scared of someone seeing through my smile. My smile is more often than not fully real…which is important. One of those days when I could hear my thoughts banging and bashing like footsteps that don’t exist outside my door and while I was asleep, I dreamt of you fighting the monsters under your bed. Why the fuck are you in my sleep too. Go away and get out of my dreams if you don’t want to be in my real world.
So my resting place of sleep and slumber, of protection in covers has been stained by lumber, to corrections in my lovers
“Bed” has turned into a place of regrets…and that hurts my heart more than my head.
Leaving things behind, easy access to sadness and much more of these dark corners to find. Maybe its just the change outside, the early hours and the feeling of losing.
The coldness creeping in before you even begin.
Fuck it, It’s just been one of those days…
Tomorrow will come and I’ll call you again.
Hi pet, it’s me…are you there? That’s what I’ll say…
Or will maybe something else…hmmm
October 30th 2015
If This Is Life
by Tree Soul
dedicated to Nicole for being a lovely person
If this is life…or maybe
if this could be a dreaming life…
The world you wish for is the one you’d like to see and it can be if one thinks it’s so
Life seems to me to be a counterbalance,
Maybe in a good way, I think one can say
If it’s balanced one always wants more,
When it’s slightly off you try to again to score
But why on earth do we always ask for more
Slight Weakness can make you mad, that’s just first born pressure or last born guidance,
madness can turn to badness or sadness
and at the end I harness myself in and often find myself shirtless
on the highest mountain range or bottomless the deepest river,
Cutching or clutching myself or another or turning others to cwtch together or just catching up because I left them for complete control of my own circumstance.
Its always careless when you do the jobs too quickly alone
because I manage to lose everything
to hold on to on the way up to gain the worlds adoration
The way up is the hardest part I think
but worth the walk in the end,
worth all the pain and commitment you’d think…
But is it? Is this the Life?
Losing oneself and who you are is like losing ones focus.
That nasty fingerprint on your lens.
The more you clean it, the more you see it. But that dirt was put there by the walk
Some things just are dirty, grafting is beautiful and hard, some things are common sense
But what does count..What does it matter At the end of the day…
Because at the end of this dream, At the end of this day, people will only remember how nice and considerate I was to them and to others.
And to be lonely is boring.
October 22nd 2015
There’s a glass between me and the open sea.
I find myself standing, holding on- the wind is to strong.
My thoughts banging from left to right but actually I’m just standing here drinking enjoying the night
If I could open up the glass to let go of my thoughts in a wood
I Would … If I Could.
Breathtaking moments are waiting ahead but before I even dream about it, I bury them and hold back…
The windbreaker between me and reality,
The wall between pretend and who i wanna be.
I can see what is waiting ahead,
Every other second
I just follow a routine, ignoring it and I do believe that it’s not that bad
Anyway, I know that Someday
I will take away the windbreaker,
And be ready to take off…not fall off
Until then I just enjoy the wind ruining my hair..
Well to be honest “I just don’t care”
October 15th 2015
By Tree Soul
Right from the start I knew that I was different.
This is me,This is lifeand it will be alright..Because i decided to win this fight
IT´S MY LIFE
I touched the edgeand I do not wish go back,Even the dark side is more than just black…
By Tree Soul September 3rd 2015
It´s another Lonely Sunday.
You don’t know where to start,
You wish your second half isn’t that far away…
You start counting days,
you want it all, to just a walk, 10 minutes or a talk.
Do i need a reason to have you here, i want these monsters at night to dissapear.
Even for a fight that would be alright – because i want you here, here by my side.
I want you closer,
I want this closer,
This could be so much bigger
I have dreamed of touching the sky
I have hoped to reach for more
and i know that i’m not the only one.
I’m out on the streets,
down on my knees,
I am ready to show you the fragment which I see.
I booked two tickets
to save this dream
all you need to do is.. believe
Because I’m full of hope,
I give it my all.
If i can’t bring home the moon for you, i will bring you the stars.
Day after day.
The quieter you become, the more you can hear – Ram Dass
Sometimes me think ‘What is friend?’ and then me say ‘Friend is Someone to share last Cookie with’ – Cookie Monster
I regard the theatre as the greatest of all art forms, the most immediate way in which a human being can share with another the sense of what it is to be a human being. Oscar Wilde
A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world – Oscar Wilde
Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine – Anthony J. D’Angelo
If you always put limits on what you do, physical or anything else, it will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them – Bruce Lee
I hated every minute of training, but I said “suffer now and live the rest of my life as a champion” – Mohammed Ali
If you are not going through hell, keep going – Winston Churchill
As a well spent day brings a happy sleep, so a life well spent brings a happy death – Leonardo da Vinci
Age wrinkles the body, quitting wrinkles the soul – Douglas MacArthur
Reputation is what men and women think of us; Character is what God and Angels know of us – Thomas Paine
We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, the goal is to create something that will – Chris Palahnuik
You can’t test courage cautiously – Anne Dillard
Never say goodbye, because saying goodbye means going away. And going away means forgetting – Peter Pan
Children are happy because they don’t have a file in their minds called “All the things that could go wrong” – Marianne Williamson
Ideas come from curiosity – Walt Disney
Man is least himself when he talks to his person. Give him a mask and he will tell you the truth – Oscar Wilde
Life is like riding a bicycle, in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving – Albert Einstein
If you have a strong commitment to your dreams, if you wake up every day with a passion to do your job, everything is possible – Chantal Petitclerc
Change your thoughts and you change your world – Norman Vincent Peale
Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other – Abraham Lincoln
Determination is the wake-up call of the human will – Anthony Robbins
To get up when you are down, to fight more intensely when you are struggling; to put in the extra effort when you are in sheer pain, to come back when nobody expects you to, and to stand tall when everyone is pulling you down are what make a champion – Apoorve Dubey
To be a champ you have to believe in yourself when nobody else will – Sugar Ray Robinson
Don’t lose hope, when the sun goes down, the stars come out – Unknown
There are two ways to live: You can live as if Nothing is a miracle; You can live as if Everything is a miracle – Albert Einstein
Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters the most… E. Madera
There was never a night or a problem that could defeat a sunrise or hope… B. Williams
Photography is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving. What you have caught on film is captured forever. It remembers little things long after you have forgotten everything – Aaron Siskind
In the End it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years – Abraham Lincoln
The Sea, once it casts its spell, holds one in its net forever – Jacques Cousteau