Say it Loud Once

 

I can’t wait not to see you everyday…

I know that sounds awful but it’s true

I know I won’t miss you.

I can’t wait not to see you everyday, so that I might fall out with you…

 

I can’t wait not to see you look at me. You always seem to be searching for what I’m seeing.

Usually I see an incredible, pretty perfect person looking back…and then I see the exact opposite look flicker through your gaze.

And that’s why I don’t want to feel you so close, because you aren’t looking at me like I do you…

The short, simple story reads:

You already have a love, found it easily and hold onto it like you hold onto it like you hold onto everything else you hold dear to you…with vicious warmth and numbered sticks.

A wise person once said: say it loud and mean it…deal with the consequences after; Mark sloan from Seattle.

 

You are too nice to be mean, too lovely to be hurtful. Sorry about saying it once and making you uncomfortable with honesty. But it’s selfish and I’m aware it is.

But I don’t really care…

 

You tell me not to think so much. You know I want to be beside you. You’re a bit older in your feelings.

Could you feel the same, I don’t know…Maybe you’ve thought about me too, I don’t know, Would you feel the exact same way if you weren’t with her…I don’t know.

What I do know is that I don’t want to know that I don’t want to be without you.

So right now I’m looking forward to not seeing you every day, because then I won’t have to feel you near me.

I love how you care about my worries so much.

So I’ll say it loud once, say it loud.

I like you.

And I love the person that you are.

Life is sometimes too meaningful to be quiet…

I fall in love too easily, and now I like you too much…That’s why I can’t wait not to see you everyday.

Talk to me if anything changes…

TPJ x